where do you find motivation?

I don't find it in a lot of places.. I find inspiration quite often and in a lot of things, people, places, pictures, actions, achievements.

motivation is pretty different. especially when you feel sleepy as I do right now.. which is ridiculous, I slept almost eight hours.

anyway. motivation is different. I find a lot of it in spite. when it's made clear, or expressed by someone or a group, that I need to be a certain way.. I just can't. I have to find a different way. just because I know it's there and it's possible, and because I can't stand taking directions. when I'm put in a corner, I find a way out. unboxable, as Tristan puts it :P

anyway. god I feel shitty. sooo tired. gotta do work. this is a nice koa tree: